![]() ![]() Toward the end of my vigil, I read new novels by Rachel Cusk and Jhumpa Lahiri. As he slept, he gripped my left hand and I held a book in my right. I sat by my father’s hospital bed for two months. But to him, the not-having was the same thing as his freedom. His life seemed to be made up of things he didn’t have. ![]() To other people, his ascetic life might not have looked like freedom. My brother and I had worried: “Dad, you could have a heart attack and fall in the lake.” Better that than give up his freedom, he’d said. Right up until he went into the hospital, at age 88, he lived alone in a small houseboat at the end of a long pier, bare of conventional creature comforts but filled with his books and maps and hiking gear. This article was published online on May 4, 2021. ![]()
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